Bbllaaaattt. Bleeehhh

that was exactly what i sounded like when i was trying to sing videoke in the wee hours, early morning last sundayâ€Â¦ the dinner at the ...

that was exactly what i sounded like when i was trying to sing videoke in the wee hours, early morning last sundayâ€Â¦

the dinner at the office last saturday was not that âہ“enjoyableâ€ÂÃƒ¢Ã¢‚¬Ã‚¦ itâۉ„¢s not that it wasnâۉ„¢t fun, i was just kind of out-of-syncâ€Â¦ iâۉ„¢m not particularly comfortable with having too many people in one placeâ€Â¦ we were like more than 50 in there and all of us were introduced to our bossâ€Â¦ and guess what was i described as?! youâۉ„¢ve got itâ€Â¦ âہ“the best butt spellerâ€ÂÃƒ¢Ã¢‚¬Ã‚¦ very embarrassing, especially when i was asked to spell âہ“dannyâ€Â with my buttâ€Â¦

could you imagine if i did?! of course, i didnâۉ„¢tâ€Â¦ i was not willing to succumb myself to another embarrassment as i have already established myself to be a klutz at the officeâ€Â¦ thankfully, my klutzy nature did not manifest that nightâ€Â¦ good thing there was also sha and hannahâ€Â¦ and i also got to catch up with leo (tan)â€Â¦ i was also kind of embarrassed because when i entered the office, here comes leo announcing to the world âہ“baw na-miss ta gid ka bahâ€ÂÃƒ¢Ã¢‚¬Ã‚¦ yeah reallyâ€Â¦ it doesnâۉ„¢t really matter if only i heard it but i think the whole world got to hear every syllableâ€Â¦

donâۉ„¢t take it wrongly, iâۉ„¢m quite ok with leo missing me , although i donâۉ„¢t think he really meant what he said, itâۉ„¢s the fact that a lot of people heard it that makes my butt wiggle uncomfortablyâ€Â¦ could you spell âہ“paranoiaâ€Â? yeahâ€Â¦ major paranoidâ€Â¦ i felt like every person was then quietly looking when i wasnâۉ„¢t looking and wondering âہ“why the heck is this person miss-able?â€Â

blaaatttâ€Â¦ i mostly stayed with sha and hannah when we were eating so that i can catch up on the âہ“gossipâ€ÂÃƒ¢Ã¢‚¬Ã‚¦ weheheheâ€Â¦ i just missed sha but we couldnâۉ„¢t really âہ“talkâ€Â because they were a lot of people around and our topic isnâۉ„¢t exactly âہ“office-friendlyâ€ÂÃƒ¢Ã¢‚¬Ã‚¦ not good for other people to hear, and anyways itâۉ„¢d be boringâ€Â¦ but we had a short âہ“programâ€Â and we were supposed to present something, maam jo told me to organize the night shift as mass havenâۉ„¢t arrived yetâ€Â¦ of course, most of us were very unwilling to display their hidden talentsâ€Â¦ we were kind of joking about âہ“presentingâ€Â charade or challenging the a.m. shift to a gameâ€Â¦ itâۉ„¢s kind of funny because every saturday, we get to play games as part of our team-building and most of the time, weâۉ„¢d play variations of charadesâ€Â¦ i think weâۉ„¢d pe professional actors in no time if we keep up with the trendâ€Â¦

i did mention that we âہ“sangâ€Â With a Smile and (tried to) sing and danced my humpsâ€Â¦ i actually stood there in front and tried to hideâ€Â¦ was just trying to mouth the words but just the same, i wasn’t exactly into singing videoke in front of a strangerâ€Â¦ our boss then discussed some thingsâ€Â¦

it was already past 10pm when we finished, because we started lateâ€Â¦ sha waited to be picked up so we just went outside and waited thereâ€Â¦ i wasnâۉ„¢t really able to concentrate on work because i havenâۉ„¢t slept well and i was kind of tiredâ€Â¦ we were instructed to just do a âہ“littleâ€Â bit of work maybe until 2am but by 1am we were kind of being lax and maam and mass had already started singing in the videokeâ€Â¦ i just kind of sat there and socialized with people (amy and i talked about booksâ€Â¦ very nerdy) and tried to sleepâ€Â¦

later on though, i joined the people who were singing at the videoke and sang a few songsâ€Â¦ or should i say â€Ëœtriedâ€Â to sing a few songsâ€Â¦ it was kind of funâ€Â¦ and my paranoia did kind of disappearâ€Â¦ i didnâۉ„¢ really care if people heard me singingâ€Â¦ iâۉ„¢m actually beginning to feel comfortable being with my officemates because theyâۉ„¢re really just kind of like my classmates back in collegeâ€Â¦

it was kind of fun singing because you always get high scores even if you sing terribly, i also think that the better you sing, your score kinds of even gets lower and when you sing terribly, your score seems higherâ€Â¦ anyways, thatâۉ„¢s only my observationâ€Â¦ wonder what songs i sang? well, uhmmmâ€Â¦ iâۉ„¢m trying to rememberâ€Â¦ okâ€Â¦ huwag mo nang itanong, crush, especially for you, lingerâ€Â¦ wahahahaâ€Â¦

sir danny arrived (already in his badminton-playing ensemble) at the office at about 5:30 am and we were still singing our hearts outâ€Â¦ we only stopped when it was already 7am and most of them went on to play badminton at sports complexâ€Â¦

sometimes, i want to go with themâ€Â¦ not to play but just to observe and maybe run a few laps but i also think twice because if i do go with them, i might be compelled to play and that would be major problem because in my whole life, i think i only got to handle a badminton racket twice or thriceâ€Â¦ then, iâۉ„¢d be forced to play and most likely, iâۉ„¢d really suck at it and iâۉ„¢d really embarrass myself againâ€Â¦ maybe, if it was tennis, i could somehow find my way around itâ€Â¦ reallyâ€Â¦

did i mention that john paul already went to england? it seems that just when heâۉ„¢s away, itâۉ„¢s the time that we kind of always âہ“talkâ€Â to each otherâ€Â¦ heâۉ„¢s almost always online during the wee hours of the morning, so we get to catch upâ€Â¦ i also âہ“seeâ€Â most of my friends during the night in ym so i get also to catch up on themâ€Â¦ good for meâ€Â¦ sometimes though, i ran out of things to say and wellâ€Â¦ itâۉ„¢s not good when you ran out of things to sayâ€Â¦ and iâۉ„¢m not the type to initiate the conversation, if people want to talk to me, i just wait for them to ym meâ€Â¦ that way, iâۉ„¢d not disturb them (if they have work) and iâۉ„¢d know that they really want to talkâ€Â¦ weheheheâ€Â¦ pol and i are playing poolâ€Â¦. and i don’t have the slighest idea howâ€Â¦ wahahaâ€Â¦

errr… i still have to do other stuffâ€Â¦ bye

 August 17, 2006 – 10:34 am

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